the nadz life

2009-04-10T13:14:00.001+08:00

2009-04-05T19:25:00.002+08:00

tomorrow is THE DAY.

everyone has worked their ass off.
and it showed when everyone was so tired just now.

just, like what kenneth said, express.
and GWH will be in our hands.
come on, i knw we can do it.

rest well and lets give a kick ass show tmrw.
and we shall deserve what we deserve.

GOLD WITH HONOURS

i love you, TK Band.
eventhough sometimes i dont show it.
i'll always love you.

ANONEH PAKUKE!

2009-04-01T20:45:00.001+08:00

syf is in 5 more days.
i'm scared, like seriously.

i'll try my best to make you proud.

enough disappointments already.

2009-02-16T00:37:00.003+08:00

a proper post after not updating for soooo long.
like what i said to cikgu, i've been busy, busy, busy!

school is taking a lot of time.
but its okay when you have 3H and G3.

wah, serious sey, i lovelovelove x100000 3H.
even jannah does, right? (:

btw, zhi xian, kevin, jerome and brandon please take note that,
G3 rocks more than B3 la please!
B3 only got 4 people.
babi bhutos band-.-

so, friday was friday the 13th.
mrs khairul said its not good to celebrate valentines on that day.
but she changed her mind when she received a flower from wanzhuo.
and zhi xian shamelessly admitted that the flower was from him -.- .
and he wanted to marry ms quan because she gave us mini toblerones.

i was his lover cos i baked for him.
jannah was his girlfriend cos she pinned for him his pink ribbon.
he wanted to marry ms quan because she gave us toblerone.
-.- what a zhi xian.

oh, about the pink ribbon.
i baked brownies, again, for the class (half i mean).
so to make the unglam zip lock bag, which i used to put the brownie in look more glam, i tied it with a pink ribbon.
some smart person started the trend of pinning up something like the yellow ribbon on our badges.
so, everyone followed.
and we ended up with a pink ribbon behind our badges.
it was cool.
especially for the class com, yo! :D
cos our badge is nice like that.
so, decided to walk out of the class with the pink ribbon.
and then, the moment i saw the class spirit of 3H.
everyone wore the pink ribbon and walk tgt.
cool or what?

i love 3H! :D
well, who doesnt?

and i like valentines day.
its when a lot of people take the effort to bake.
thanks to all the people who gave me cookies/chocolates/ sweets/cupcakes and all the other stuff.
well, i finished it all.
it was a boring sunday, i must say.

i so looooove 3H! :D

saturday was the syf rehearsel at SCH.
it was okay except for the bus rides.
it was funny when the trumpets imitated how bernice laugh.
bernice is sooo cute!

on the way back, me, vern and winnie wanted to hear ghosts stories.
so, we asked adam and chinky whether they know any.

and chinky said smth random yet funny.

vern: adam, you were once librarian. they say 2nd tier got things happen. anyth happen to you?

chinky: yeah, he was at 2nd tier when all the scores start flying around! (with full of hand gestures)

it was funny at that point of time.

he also said this,

chinky: oh, and also, when he is arranging the scores, the names of the songs on the scores all change.

hahaha, chin kiat was super random that day.

and, i think we got hope for syf.

andand, my valentine for this year was TK Band.
aww, how sweet. :D
yeah, i spent 12 hours with euphoz.
i spent 9 hours with the band.

nothing like the TK Band, right?
:D

2009-02-16T00:13:00.002+08:00

everybody's changing,
and i dont feel the same. ):

2009-01-27T15:53:00.002+08:00

i feel bad not telling you.
but how am i suppose to?
i just cant tell you straight in the face.
neither can i let you get hurt once again.
gah, stupid guilt!

2009-01-27T15:02:00.005+08:00

eclipse outing! :D
i love the picture quality from my bro's phone.
it all looks so clear.
its looks edited when its not.
and most pics are of me and jannah cos we took lots of photos in the bus.
jannah fetched me from the mrt to her house.

as you can see, i suck at taking my own photos.
its either cutting my face or jannah's face.

see, i told you i suck at taking my own pictures.

SECTION OUTING! :D
sorry got only pictures of winnie, mardhiah and chih tun.
aft that i got lazy.

the english project which i really like.
cos we were the winning group! :D

i think this is a nice pic of sufi! :D

hilarious!

hahahah. cannot stop laughing when i see this!

the cousins trip to seoul garden! :D

the cake! :D

playground! :D

done! :D

2009-01-25T23:20:00.002+08:00

hello world.

i havent been online cos i either have no time or i'm just too lazy to on the com.
lately, i totally got no life (except for the recent section outing! :D )
i have been studying/band-ing/sleeping.
so, yeah.

section outing was fun.
lets just copy and paste.
i'm too lazy to type (:

then had section outing at Leisure Park .
but lunch-ed at McDs .

so it was me(zul) , winnie , nadz , vern , chih tun , zhen yao , adam and mardhiah .

after lunch played bowling HAHA .
NADZ CHEATED LOR .
i wouldn't have been the lowest scoring ass hole
( 48 omg -.- )
if she hadnt had THROWN the ball FOR ME
WITHOUT my permission on the last round -.- .
in the end me and chih tun had to treat them arcade -.- .

chih tun scored highest with 78 ?
thats ( my score x 2 ) +2 = chih tun's score

credits: zulhaqqim anak awaruddin

btw, chih tun help me to cheat also.
in the end, we threw 3 bowling balls into the gutters.
none hit the pins.
all 3 went into the gutters.
-.-

after that, went arcade-ing.
that was fun.
but bowling was funner.
btw, thanks to carrying the super heavy bowling bowl, my arm hurts now.
but it was still fun.
totally lots of fun and laughter.

and mardhiah was prettaye! :D
as usual.

i want to watch the eclipse tmrw.
be my eclipse buddy, anyone?
:D

jannah wants to watch the eclipse too.

its Nadzirah yo! :D
(random)

2009-01-19T18:20:00.002+08:00

read if you want.
dont read if you dont want.
dont flame me cos its my point of view.
like other bloggers, i'm just stating my opinion.
nothing more.

after reading alot of people's blogs, i was kinda disappointed in myself.
knowing that i would just judge that person even before he/she does the job.
its disappointing to me cos i know i can think more maturely than this.
but not at this point of time.
totally not this time.

its disappointing to know that i just judged him/her without knowing how he/she will fair.
i was too influenced by what other people said.
i just closed my eyes and followed whatever other people said without thinking.

yes, i am one of the guilty people.
who just complained and rant for no particular reason.
thats why i am utterly disappointed.
cos i know, if i was that person, i wouldnt want to be treated this way.
i wouldnt want to be judged even before i was able to prove myself.

i guess, alot of other people are guilty too.
but lets not blame one another.
i'm just saying, we, i mean i was wrong to judge him/her.
i was in no position to say he/she doesnt deserve it.
complaining or ranting about it doesnt make me any better.
in fact, i was way more of a loser than anyone could be by just complaining.

also, another thing is, i really am shocked.
what is going on with the world?
what has happened to respect?

a blogger can post what he/she thinks cos its his blog.
a viewer have no right to tell the blogger that what he/she writing is totally wrong.

like for example, i say "nadzirah sucks."
a reader cant come up to me and say i'm wrong or what im saying is wrong. (i know you love me (: )
cos, its my point of view.
i have a blog to express my point of view.
so, the readers have to respect the blogger's views.
anyway, the reader is reading the blogger's blog.
so, the reader have to respect the blogger's opinion.
not flame him/her and be mad at him/her for stating his opinion.
kay maybe this doesnt make sense.
but whatever it is, every reader have to respect the blogger.
cos i as a blogger want to be respected by my readers.

if you are unhappy with a certain something, flaming someone totally doesnt help.
its like when you have a fire in a corner of a building, you light up another fire to burn the other corner of the building.
kay, that doesnt make sense but you get my point.

it all boils down to one thing.
RESPECT, people!

wah, drama seyyyyy!
kay lame la nadzirah.
i better shut up.

on a lighter note.
i love my new watch.
cos its nice yo! :D

16th of jan
well, another day with 3H.
it was hilarious cos we laughed alooot.
especially during CE.
cant remember much.
but i knew we laughed alooot.

19th of jan.
we had to shift seats cos the class was nosiy.
i'm still seating beside zhixian.
but no more brandon ):
on the lighter note, no more jerome! :D
haha, no offense but he is just too distracting.

a maths once again gave me a headache.
but at least i understood what mr foo said. :D
so proud of myself.

but at times, i totally dont understand a maths.

sastera and malay was normal.
english was chaotic.
we were still nosiy eventhough we swapped places.

today was still fun though.
but ended the day not very well.
i got pissed off, somehow.

2009-01-18T14:05:00.001+08:00

i just got an everlast watch from my bro and farah ain for my birthday.
jealous? :D

2009-01-15T23:40:00.002+08:00

10th day with 3H!
erm, today was retarded.
jannah came at 830.
and once again, i was quiet all along.
i've been thinking alot lately.

maths was okay, kinda easy actually.
ss was well, ss.
i got full marks for source base, jealous? :D

geog elec was okay but kinda short.
physics, we walked around.
a maths lecture gave me a headache, literally.
jerome was talking non-stop.
which always makes me distracted.
i cant concentrate. -.-
was trying too hard to concentrate which was impossible with jerome telling all kind of stories.
thus, the headache.
chem was okay.
sufi lost her book.
walao eh, books nowadays like got legs, especially chem books.
that time i lost mine and found it under adrian's table.
now, sufi's book is gone.
and my organizer always goes missing.

english supplementary was another lame thing.
the compre not bad ah.

i hateee a maths lecture.
i'll always get headache.

tmrw CE! (:
more games.
and PE! ):
more running.
and cheating.

i really felt like quitting just now.
really.
if only i had the courage to say i couldn't take it anymore.

2009-01-13T23:02:00.001+08:00

oh yeah.
since Joel wrote on his blog, i shall write on mine too.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEL! :D

i'm 15 and i'm 155 short.
and no, i'm not jealous Joel.
i know you are cos short is cool! :D

2009-01-13T22:34:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME! :D
and joel, shahirah and germaine!

muahahah.
13th jan people rocks :D
of course.

thank you for all the wishes and gifts.
once again, i feel so loved. :D
got many many hugs.
and got presents too.
yay you people!

i love love love my birthday gifts.
*stares at Taufik's album and poster*
thanks girls! :D

i shall skip to the 8th day with 3H '09! :D
i was abit cranky today.
sorry.
and kept quiet alooot.
pms la.
its hard to stay happy and all cheerful ya know.
but i'm trying my best, really.
during english, i wasnt as noisy.

jannah told everyone sitting near me that it was my birthday.
zhi xian, being zhi xian did the following:

z = zhi xian
n = me!

(after being told by jannah that it was my birthday)
z = your birthday ah?
n = yeap (:
z = *grabs stella's and zul's presents that was on my table. he took it and gave it back)
z = happy birthday. the presents from me ( pretending the gifts were from him)
n = -.- (but later burst into laughter)

yes, that is 3H's chairman.
and btw, you better do the homework mr chairman, you promised alrdy.

jerome and darius went to basketball competition.
i bet they win cos its a lucky lucky day. :D

nisa was high during malay lit cos she was hungry.
no connection btol -.-

english presentation was fun.
cos we were the best group yo! :D
of course we are.
and we are getting something from the teacher!

tmrw will be another day with 3H .
and i'm learning to love this hell-lot-fun class.

2009-01-07T23:17:00.003+08:00

3rd day with 3H (6th jan)

it was very fun.
we did stupid warm ups during pe which made the whole class laugh.
the diagnostic test doesnt seem to be a test.
evryone was asking each other for ideas -.-
jerome was and is still annoying.
mother tongue was noisy, as usual.
zamri was irritated cos we were too noisy.

and the rehearsal for cca recruitment day was erm... lame?
mr koh wanted us to play alot of songs which was so random.

4th day (7th jan)

jannah msg me saying today got ss test which nobody studied for.
geog elect made me fall asleep.
jerome was either talking to me and asking retarded questions or sleeping -.-
recess was annoying ah!
no one to talk to durin geog cos alot take hist instead.
so many levels got same recess time for what?
physics was kinda fun.
the girls( me and nisa) won and the guys lost!
they cant even answer that question -.-
and english is always fun.
jannah always get disturbed.
and our chairman owes me 50cents.

ss lecture was... ss lecture. -.-

wah, suddenly i so look forward to school.

3H is fun but annoying at times.

i need new earpiece.
my spoilt earpiece makes me feel like i'm deaf on one side.

2009-01-05T21:00:00.002+08:00

no shahirah, being treasurer in 3H is not suffering.
it was kinda easy cos everyone paid up.

2nd day with 3H!
erm, it was okay.
nothing less, nothing more.

but, jannah gave g3 this cute cards.
and she gave like 3 copies of the same photo. -.-
its still sweet though.

and omg!
i'm having a conversation with zuldanial on msn!
hahahahha.
jannah, jealous?
;D

anyway, back to school.
same malay class as farah, hajar and damara!
yay.

well, monday was quite fast.
considering its a monday

i cant wait for Saturday's cca recruitment day.
all the songs that we're gonna play are soooo nice! :D

i think i like you.

2009-01-04T21:33:00.001+08:00

2009-01-02T16:37:00.003+08:00

FIRST DAY IN 3H '09!

well, its okay i guess.
it was waaayyyy more interesting than i thought it would be.
hehe.
somehow, i have a feeling being in 3H would be very interesting.
and i dont know why i am excited to go school.
but i'm not excited to study. -.-

3H treasurer la seyyy! :D
jannah, you better pay for the organiser and for the CE file.

and jerome's hair is nice.
he shouldnt cut it.

being treasurer is sooo cool.
but i think being chairman is cooler.

2009-01-01T00:44:00.002+08:00

hellooooo world!
HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D
this post is all dedications!
for the best clique in the whole world:

yes, G3! :D

well, the following are according to alphabetical order.

ALITA! :D

hello you! you are super gorgeous now! :D and, happy new year to you! i remember always giving you the -.- face cos you're super lame! you always say lame stuff. but, its funny at times when you're always blur.

i'll remember going to your house. damn, i love your house. its always fun there. i remember the day you cut your fringe. pretty much! and, yes, i love your house. i really love your house. i'll miss looking at you and jannah across the classroom and laughing at you two. you girls are always up to something.

thanks for always making me laugh. you rock Damara! love you lots.

FARAH! :D

heyyyy! happy new year you! kay anyway, i still remember watching the soccer match with you. i still remember telling you i found watching soccer boring. but then, after that i changed my mind. it was totally entertaining watching soccer with you! :D

i'll miss having you around in class. i'll miss playing dj max on your psp. (i dont suck as much as how i used to) thanks for always advising me on certain stuff. thanks for always listening to me.
i'll always remember on how we laugh at the coke advertisement in Sumatra. i'll remember watching hairspray with you until i fell asleep.

you rock bigbigbig time! :D love you lots.

GERMAINE! :D

hello you! we have the same birthday! yay us! anyway, i'll definitely miss sitting near you. i'll miss talking to you in class. i'll miss disturbing shahirah with you. and i cant deny that you are super smart, future 3A student! i'll miss having you around ):

thanks for always being there for me. thanks for sending me home from the class chalet. :D thanks for everything! i'll always remember your love for dogs. especially that amber/ ah ber of yours. and, i'll definitely bake more for G3! :D

hapy new year to you! love you lots! :D you rock la germ!

HAJAR! :D

hey first friend in sec school! :D i still remember eating nasi ayam with you on the first day of school. i'll miss having you around in class. i'll miss talking to you and forcing you to move to the back when shaza didnt come to school. i'll always remember you sitting in front, looking at me at the back and just laugh at my face. i still dont know why you laugh.

thanks for always listening to me. thanks for opening up. really appreciate it. thanks for always being there. thanks for going out with me when i'm bored.

lets make cards again next year! and do all the birthday cards in advance! :D you rock big time!

HAPPY NEW YEAR! love you!

JANNAH! :D
( i know you hate the 2nd pic. thats why i put 2 pictures to compensate.)

hello past/current/future class mate! :D honestly, i dont know how i would survive all the drama i've been through without you. you've been there with me through thick and thin. thanks for enduring all my late night calls and msgs complaining about everything in life. thanks for enduring the crap i always msg you. thanks for always listening to me. i doubt i'll be missing you cos you'll still be my classmate! yay you! :D

oh, and thanks for always making me laugh when you call me / i call you. thanks for always making laugh whenever i'm with you. thanks for always being there for me. and, i sleep with the pillow you gave me for my birthday! :D

happy new year. hope 2009 will be fun with you! :D. loveyou. and, you know you rock! :D

SHAHIRAH! :D
(kay, sorry shah. this is pathetic. i dont have any solo pic with you)

hello anak Yani! i used to sit near you in class last year(2008). fated ah. :D kay, anyway, this year is obviously memorable for you! no, not because you got attached to paul. its because you were always near me in class! :D hehe, kiddings. i'll miss having you sitting near me and laughing at every single thing you do ( which is really funny). i'll miss having you infront of me in class. i'll just miss having you in class! ):

thanks for always making me laugh. thanks for always entertaining me in class. i'll definitely miss having you in class. thanks for listening to me when i complain to you about lots and lots of stuff. i still have the 2 dollar note you gave me on my birthday!

you rock big time! enjoy next year with shaza! :D loves from your ecstacy! happy new year to you! :D

SHAZA! :D

hey you! happy new year, malay lit buddy! :D yay us malay lit students! kay anyway, i'll miss sitting in front of you and bugging you all day. i'll miss just turning around and disturbing you when i cant concentrate. i'll miss teaming up with you to disturb pineapple (Pu De). i miss complaining to you about teachers. i'll miss having you with me in class. ): and you are super skinny now!(random)

thanks for all those lame jokes you make to keep me awake. thanks for always helping me during my blur moments in science class. thanks for always entertaining me. thanks for everything! :D

you rock my socks! :D hope you'll have fun with Shahirah in 3C. i'll still miss you though. love you!

STELLA! :D

hello buddy! happy new year! :D i'll definitely miss having you as my class partner! ): i'll miss making cards and doing all those stuff in class with you. i'll miss talking to you. i'll miss not having you in class. i'll miss feeling short around you. (i feel short around anybody actually)

anyway, thanks for the sweet sweet cards you made for me. (i still keep them! :D ) thanks for always making me laugh during class or during G3 outings. thanks for everything! :D and, i still have elmo! i love him, thanks.

you rock big time, class buddy! :D hope new year brings you happiness (especially in 3E, i'm sure you'll have lots of fun ) take care! love you!

2008-12-30T23:38:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUMAIRA!

yay, you're finally 14! :D hope you enjoyed your day today! thanks for always being there for me whenever i need someone to talk to. thanks for always accompanying me home. thanks for always accompanying me to meet my crush! (hahahahha! you get it, right?) thanks for being my bubble tea buddy. thanks for everything, love! :D

you rock and you know it!

take care. and when we finish secondary school, dont forget me. i shall find us the vampire siblings! :D butttt, i'll get the hotter one! ;) no more arguments.

kay, enough crap. straight to the point, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! take care of yourself (from your sister). love you lots :D

2008-12-30T00:07:00.002+08:00

the world is just a funny place.
i can just sit back and laugh the whole day.

so, today, G3 outing menjadi manz!
i was lazy to think of what to wear.
so, just wore the stupid superman tee.
some one buy me better clothes that i feel comfortable in!

anyway, so yeah, we started telling secrets.
and, yeah.
thats what happen ah.

then, took photos, do the pyramid thingy, take more photos.

thats all i guess.

i lovelovelove G3! :D
yay best clique ever!

oh damn, my latest set of perky browns have expired!
someone else get me new contact lenses pretty please (:
the one for astigmatism.
thanks much! :D

hmm, what else do i need?
oh, i need all solo pics with G3!
i dont have solo pic with shah and jannah, i think.
the rest i got.

so,
ATTENTION SHAHIRAH YANI AND JANNAH ZAINAL ALAM!
I NEED THE SOLO PICS PLEASE AND THANK YOU.
SEND ME KAY? :D

and

SHAZA AMALINA, PICTURES PLEASE!
SEND SEND SEND!

2008-12-28T13:54:00.003+08:00

i was searching for an idea on what to give a friend whos birthday is coming up real soon and i found this website which i think was really good.

click here

and its not another prank -.-

i think its cool too.
but i still dont know what to give my friend!
help laaaaa.

haiiiii.
oh, and pictures coming up sooooon.
when i feel like posting.

and i love the songs on jannah's blog. :D

2008-12-24T23:06:00.003+08:00

A quiz on Shahirah's blog.
Boy Side Vs. Girl Side

Your boy side
[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt. (if the way they react is funny.)
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own an X-Box.
[ ] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time, you wanted to be a firefighter.
[ ] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[x] You used to be obsessed with the Power Rangers. (because my bro was.so, i got hooked to it too -.-)
[x] You watch sports on TV.(i watch when my bros watch)
[x] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[x] You like going to football games. (when you got good company, why not? )
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[ ] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors. (REDDDDDD! :D)
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[x] Sports are fun.
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] Wear boxers. Reserved for Americans.

Total =11

--

Your girl side

[x] You wear lip gloss.
[x] You love to shop.
[x] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[x] You wear the color pink.
[x] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black. (o.o)
[x] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[ ] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[x] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[x] You don't like the movie star wars.
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[x] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories. (except when zuhaili is screaming at me to hurry up)
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[x] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] You wear girl underwear.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored. (i like taking pictures of other people though (: )

Total = 16

sooo, i'm more of a girl. haha.

Tag:
jannah
hajar
farah
shahirah
stella
germaine
shaza
mardhiah fatin
raudhah

******

2008-12-24T14:03:00.002+08:00

dont you just love cotton on?
its sooo cheap nowadays.
and its especially great when your brother works there.
be jealous, my brother work there.
muahahah!

went shopping with the twins.
and i realise, not that i didnt realise before, that i'm short! D:
like real short.
shorter than the twins.
serious man.
whats this?

anyway, i want pictures laaaa!

sorry euphoz i couldnt go today. ):
my mum is really angry already.
so sorry ):

so, school is reopening and i hate it.
just hate it so much.

when life grabs all the attention you've got, you tend to not appreciate the people around you. when you let your emotions take over you, you tend to hurt the people around you.

just seeing you cry felt so horrible, made me feel like a heartless person. what more you're someone so dear to me. i shouldn't have done that.

sorry. very sorry.

2008-12-22T23:50:00.002+08:00

click here!

haiii, jannah told me a joke just now.
n for nurse
b for bangla who does not know english well.

n: whats your name, sir?
b:-insertbanglanamehere-
n:sex?(referring to gender)
b: ahhhh... 2 times a day.

hahahahah, funny man.

so, what have i been doing lately?
i cut my hairrrrr.
i have been making cards.
i have been shopping.
i have been bugging my brothers.

anyway, i wonder why people msg me when they cant sleep.
and thats when i'm asleep.
when i'm wide awake at 2am, no one msg me.
-.-

catched up with mardhiah ystd.
then, went to cotton on at tampines.
the prizes damn cheap sia!
like seriously cheap!

oh, mardhiah!
wrong guy again la!
lembut meh?
never realise la, seriously.
until my bro and you pointed out.

jannah is soooo lame!
she asked me to sing belphagor.
then, i sang.
then, she told me to ask her to sing belphagor.
then, she sang some wedding song.
shes so lame!

advise of the day:
"orang gay ada hikmahnya!"

2008-12-19T23:55:00.004+08:00

happpppyyyy birthhdaaaay abang yat! :D

i remember the first time i chat with you. you said you were a road sweeper at geylang. and i believed what you said. -.- (yes, thats how gullible i am) that was like 3 years ago. you were just about to enter NS and i was only about to enter secondary school. we both had to go through a new environment.

then soon, i was busy with band and you were busy with NS. and we kinda drifted apart. none the less, we still contacted each other when we had free time. eventhough at times, we dont talk to each other as much, i definitely still remember you! haha.

so now, i'm still busy with band. and you're in your university (gosh, i admire you! how do you become top 10% in poly and get to uni? you're smart dude! :D and thats soooo coool! ) anyway, so yeah, we're still busy. but, we can still spend some time just catching up. (:

thanks for always being there for me, in my time of need. thanks for always listening to all my rants. thanks all the great advice that you always give. and thanks for always being a great role model. you've definitely helped me alot!

kay, straight to the point, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU! haha, quite old ah? i'm still young! kiddings :D and, hope you enjoyed your day. take care. i'll always be here. and of course, like i always say, Nadz tak akan lupa Abang la! :D

with love,
Nadzirah

2008-12-19T13:04:00.004+08:00

oh my gooooooshhh!

i soooo fell in love!
dont you think edward cullen is like perfect!
he is sooo hot and sweet and hot and sweet! :DDDDD
gahhhh!
seriously, so hoooottt!
if only he was real.
but a girl can dream! :D

perfect or whattttt?
haiii.

I LOVE EDWARD CULLEN! :DDDDDD
so does every girl who watched twilight.

i wanna watch twilight again and again and again! :D

2008-12-19T12:03:00.000+08:00

heyyyy!
its someones birthday today! ;D
birthday post coming up.

2008-12-18T01:13:00.003+08:00

soooo, today the cousins randomly called me to hang out with them.
so, i did.
damn, it was fun.

and i found out something fascinating today.
all the cousins are single and happy!
muahahaha!
except for syabil
spoiler mannnnn!
-.-

sooo, we're calling the next outing, the singles' outing.
hahahahah, syabil not included.
but abang haziq is (hinthint)

kay lame.
anyway, kak la!
i didnt know la babe.
quite long ago sey.
sorry i'm outdated.
hehe, should catch up more soon!

"lelaki siaaaaallll! "

haha, your reaction funny man.
its fun to see all my family members getting all protective when i tell them the story.
chill!
i know you love me.
hahah.
kay, shut up nadz.

and raudhahhhhhhh, whyyyy?
why must you be overseas?????
D:

2008-12-17T12:23:00.003+08:00

haii, i'm not gonna wreck another relationship.
no worries on that.
wrecking one is bad enough.

good intentions gone bad.

anywayyyy, i miss abang haziq. ):
he is soooo busy with work nwadays
and abang khairul is always not at home.
and i'll be home alone.
sad case mannn.

so, since i'm dont see him often nowadays, i promised to go to his next soccer match which is with abang khairul's team.
so, i'll be like killing two birds with one stone! :D
seeing abang haziq and abang khairul at the same time.
and i plan to ajak bestfriend, syabil, since he says he hasnt seen abang haziq for quite sometime.
thats killing three birds with one stone.
haha, not bad not bad.
yay me!

doubt you can view this.
:D

2008-12-16T23:12:00.009+08:00

pictures! :D (in random order)

from my malaysia trip.

haii, my hair so messy!
kay, anywayyyy.
i was eating secret recipe's cake.
i didnt eat all, that is just for show.
we shared everyth and the cake is cheap!
syakur looked soo depressed eating the cakes.
haha.

kay fine, this pic is kinda cool.
well, if you see properly, you can see a boy pointing at me and walking away.
and i was looking all sadded and stuff.
all this were unintentional and syakur took it at the right time.
so, it shows zani(that cute little boy) walking away from me.
and syakur said its like how i was separated from noorizan (inside joke)
-.-
and again, my hair was a mess.

center of attraction babe!
haha, kay my hair was a mess.
what do you expect?
it was at night.

at the padi field.

we couldnt sleep.
and someone threw the chewing gum case at my head.
thats why i had a red thingy on my forehead.
-.-
and syahid wasnt sleeping
-.-

cos we're cool like that! :D
hehe, bestfriend was beside me trying to act cool by sitting on the motor.

we were folding our pants cos it was muddy.
i find this cool.
:D

the best bunch ever! :D i love them.

more pictures to come. i realise i havent blog about farewell. some other time ah.

2008-12-16T13:54:00.001+08:00

oh my gosh.
now i feel totally guilty.
i am soooooo sorry to the people who are affected. ):

but trust me, your secret is safe with me.
i wont tell anyone.

2008-12-16T00:10:00.001+08:00

i find this totally cool! :D

click here!

2008-12-13T14:24:00.002+08:00

kay, so i was typing this when syabil walked in:

"i loveeeeee syahid, syakur, syabil, suhaila, syariq.
yayyyyyyy!
kay bye."

and he kembanged big time -.-
haii..
oh, and he's my new bestfriend! :D
yay belo!

anyway, i'll be back tmrw.
somehow, i dont want to leave this place.
but, i miss my family D:
if you dont know, im in malaysia without my family (as in bros and mum)
but im with my cousins la ofc.

anddd, this time i got something for G3! :D
but nothing for euphoz.
sorry ):

and, i went shopping ystd and i realised that i spent most of my money to buy stuff for people -.-
i know im nice. :D
kay, shut up nadzirah.

thats all, i guess.
oh yeah, i'll update pictures on hari raya haji when i reach singapore.
i know raudhah missed meeeee! :D
dont deny kay budak East Coast.

2008-12-10T12:46:00.002+08:00

yay!
finally, i can just sit and do nothing.
muahaha.
later going bowling and watching movies with beloved cousins!

i dont wanna go home(singapore)!
kay, maybe i do.
but i dont wanna go home so early.
im having fun laaaaa.
so stop ruining the fun.

anywaaaay, i cant deny i miss some people.
like, euphozzzzz ):
and, G3 DDDD: (sorry i didnt go the last outing.)
and weirdly, i miss pakcik. ):
haha, kay whats happening to me?

oh, i miss abang haziq tooooooo! D:
i miss him the most.

yay!
i just receive the greatest news in the whole wide world!
im going home two days later than im supposed to!

hahahahahahhaha!
kay, i feel high!

i loveeeeee syahid, syakur, syabil, suhaila, syariq.
yayyyyyyy!
kay bye.

syabil is sooooo erm, gile?
haha.
i love the kampong life btw. :D

2008-12-07T09:37:00.001+08:00

helloooooo! :D

i'll be off to malaysia from today till next week!
and i'll celebrate my raya there!
yay!
cool much.

kay bye.
:D :D :D

2008-12-04T13:10:00.002+08:00

i love TK Band.
theres just no other band like it.
:D

2008-12-04T12:39:00.003+08:00

29 Sep 08, 16:43

anonymous2: so yes.

29 Sep 08, 16:43

anonymous2: because i love her more than i love my kitchen!

29 Sep 08, 16:42

anonymous2: as long as she's not with me, she cannot be with anyone else!!!!

29 Sep 08, 16:42

anonymous2: i will NEVER let you have her.

29 Sep 08, 16:41

anonymous2: EH ANONYMOUS DONT STEAL NADZIRAH FROM ME!!!!

29 Sep 08, 16:41

anonymous2: keke. i like you. :B

27 Sep 08, 22:09

anonymous: hie. heehee, i like you :B

kay, i remember this.
haha, those sweet no lifers.

and i realise i havent replied the tags for ages.
okay, i shall now.

hafiz (a very old tag) : yeah, i know she wanna protect me. thanks. andwhere have you been? long time since i hear from you.

stell: i cant go double date on 11th ): i'll be overseas. change date please.

farah: my djmax skills improved already okay! :D

shaz: yeah MALAY LIT! :DDD

afiq: haha, welcome oldie. i'm nice, i know :D youre nice too (at times)

humaira: you look okay la :D

vern: im not naughty. im nice! :D

kaini: yes, i see you! :D

shahirah: da abis that puzzle. :D

vern: i missed ya too. and now im missing you cos you will be in hongkong! D:

sarah huda: linked! :D

winnie : of course you'll go tmrw.

syakur: see ya soon too. woah, i'll be with you for one whole week man!

2008-12-04T12:14:00.002+08:00

yay!
the concert was a blast! :D

kay wait, the first half, for me was disastrous.
winnie, raudhah and chih tun (the SUCKER :D) should know why.
butttt, mr neo somehow cheered me up with his cute reactions and constant reminder to ensure we smile during concert.

but second half was the BEST!
especially when they asked for encores and we didnt have anymore songx.
so, we played random songs like sway, deep purple and belphagor.
theeeen, euphoz took picture with Mr Azlan, Mr Neo and all the other alumnus.

i realise we have such supportive alumnus.
the book for the concert was sponsored by some alumnus.
the design of the tickets were design by alumnus too.
yay!
i love TK Band and the alumnus! :D

oh, and i would love to thank the whole eupho section for making that night such a wonderful night.
and also thanks to the alumnus who participated in alumni band as well as those who came to watch us.

anddddd, a big thank you to MARDHIAH FATIN for taking a day off her work to come watch us and come back to TK from VCH! :D
eventhough you didnt come for farewell, i really appreciate you sacrificing your time to come and watch us.
i love you! :D
ps, thanks for the cookies and the card.
i miss you too.

annddd, i'll miss vern and humaira.
enjoy your holiday guys.
i'm already missing vern.
and humaira too! D:

come back soon!

2008-12-02T20:44:00.002+08:00

i'll love you if you buy me the new taufik album! :D

butttttt,
i'll love you more if you come to tmrws concert.
i really will love you.
cos its saddening when my own family cant even make it for tmrws concert.
when its like my first official in band concert.
haiii.

2008-12-02T19:28:00.000+08:00

i'll definitely miss you! D:

2008-12-02T16:36:00.000+08:00

cos i was just too tired.

i didnt know i was really really tired until at Sumatra. the 1st day was a real drag cos the day before was farewell and i was freaking tired. when i had band everyday, i didnt really feel it. but when i reached sumatra, it really hit me. I AM FREAKING TIRED. i have been neglecting my health. i almost got sick but im strong! :D yay me. i had been having late nights preparing for stuffs. i had been waking up early to get to school. at sumatra, i finally got to rest, a whole lot! THANK YOU SUMATRA! all i did was eat and sleep -.-

but i really had a great rest.

2008-12-02T16:25:00.003+08:00

FRIDAY, 28TH NOV
FAREWELL! :D

kay, it was erm, i dont know la.
judge yourself.
i had fun emcee-ing. :D
yay robert for being such a great mentor! :D
and thanks for the constant "you guys did great".
:D

I LOVE YOU SEC4S! :D
especially Euphoz (chinky, adam, patrick and marhiah) and favourite-est seniors (shahrir and nadia).

the pictures are all with zul.
he is super tired now.
will get from him when he gets online.
zul, email me when you get online! :D

TODAY
IM BAAAAAACCCCCCCCCKKKK!

sumatra was erm, i also dont know.
judge yourself la kay.
i want to go bandddddd!
maybe.

i got stuffs for section mates and my mum and two bros.
the rest, im soooo sorry.
especially jannah, hajar and sarah who woke up early just to send me off.
love you.
i'll surely get smth for you when i go malaysia next week.

oh yeah, i forgot.
i'll be off to pahang from 8-15th dec cos i'm trying to get to know my cousins in malaysia which i never knew existed.
but the cousins who i knew existed like syahid and syakur are joining me.
yay them! :D
dont understand?
nvm, just know, i'll be gone, again.
from 8-15 th dec
and vern will miss me again.
;D
kiddings. hehe.

2008-11-29T00:03:00.002+08:00

just 2 things today.

1) i'm off to Sumatra tmrw. i'll be at the airport at 650am. any kind soul sending me off? i'll love you forever. and miss me people! :D then, i come back, in concert rdy. then, on the 8th of dec going malaysia for one whole wek. haiiii, so tired.

2) i'm so sick of always falling for the wrong guy. i really hate myself for that. jannah and sarah should knw what i mean. i sooooo hate it laa! D:

2008-11-27T21:10:00.003+08:00

panicccccc! (at the disco)
okay lame.
but seriously PANIC!
cos, tmrw is farewell!

then, the next day is Sumatra!
then, come back, band concert!

oh my gosssshhhh!

and i havent even pack my bag. ):
and i still have to bake brownies for BMPTK tmrw.
and bake brownies for Euphoz.

damns.

so many things to do.
so little time.

anyway, i was with sarah when i saw a guy with a shirt which said :

"one day, your life will flash past you. just be sure that its worth watching"

okayyyy, somehow that just made me realise.
hey, i've got alot of new things to try and alot of people to meet.
thats why nowadays, im always busy making use of all the opportunities ive got(:

yay me.
:D

pssst, im missing you guys already! D:
but vern misses someone more than me! :D

2008-11-26T22:19:00.002+08:00

to the best pakcik in the whole world :

AFIQ!

happy birthday you oldie! woah, so old already huh? haha, take care of your self and dont always get into trouble. remember your promise? you better keep it. and always act as your age please. haha, sometimes you really do act like a 12 year old (: andand, work hard. so, when i go poly, you go poly, we go same school! you can see my face everyday and i can bug you everyday too! haha, kiddings.

kay, down to serious business. enjoy your day today cos ITS YOUR DAY! take care of yourself. study hard too. take your studies seriously. dont always msg in class -.- ( that LOOK! ) always be lame so i can always laugh. and Man U rocks! (im just saying this cos you like Man U. see, i so nice right? )

and, last but not least, you must never forget that im the best makcik in the whole wide world! :D

once again, happy birthday oldie! :D

2008-11-25T14:02:00.002+08:00

after a looonnng week.
with hair all a mess and tired eyes.
and jannah making faces beside me.

i still love WISC.
becauseeeee,

1) euphoz met LEOOOON!
2) euphoz met XAVIEEEER!!
3) euphoz met MICHAEL KETCHUM!
4) TK Band got to perform at esplanade!
5)the whoooolllle preparing for WISC and the concert itself was fabulous!

embrace the greatness of the World In Singapore Concert!
:D

2008-11-25T11:15:00.017+08:00

(edited)

WISC was fabulous!!!!
haha, if you didnt go, you missed out aloot.

im missing xavier and michael already ):

pictures of the day (24th nov)! :D

BOBBI! :D

TK and SAS EUPHOZ!
sorry vern.
hahaha, inside joke.
theres some extra girl behind.

HAHAHAHAH.
xavier super cute shocked face.
haha.

SAS PEOPLE!

MR WHITE! :D

ford! :D

michael! :D

xavier! :D

*ehem ehem*

xavieeeeerrrr!

we got bored. so, we started camwhoring.
with super random people.

random photos with random SAS people.

wendyyyy!

humaira happy!

ron look alike and irsyad look alike

another random photo.

wendy force open her eyes cos she keeps on blinking when we the flash was on..

hahaha! shannaon tan's face is soooo mahal! so is jannah's!

a random picture with shannon in it -.-

vern was bored. haha.

look at those two beside vern. -.-

hahhahahahha! zulllll! :D

hong wan!

acting shock.

CLARINETS! :D

more cawhoring! (with jannah)

2008-11-22T21:19:00.002+08:00

i fell in love with dresses! :D
i just bought 2 today!

woooo!
hahah, it was fun shopping with wifey dearest and th rest.

anddd, the best thing happened at bugis macs.
i was waiting for a seat with the rest when i saw a super familiar guy.

me :eh, that guy damn familiar sia. oh, chey, its abang khairul.
abang khairul : what you doing here?
me: shopping.
abang khairul: kay. dont go home late.
me: eh, wait. i got no money ah. -gives innocent face-
abang khairul: -takes out wallet and give money-

syiooookkk mannn! :D
he was sooo generous.

and he asked me not to come home late.
but he came home later than me -.-
and he bought a shirt for 30 dollars. -.-
when i bought my dress for 10 dollars!
:D

2008-11-21T20:08:00.002+08:00

235th posts!

anyway, I CANT WAIT FOR WISC!
3 MORE DAYS!
:D

ESPLAAANNNAADDDDEEE!
LEEEEEOOONN!

erm, what else eh?
oh ya.

DEEEPPPP PURRRPPPLLLEEE!
Saxes so lucky get all the limelight during deep purple!
but nvm, its still fun.

yeah mannnnn!
WISC! :D

anyway, when the whole world turn their backs on you and pretend you dont exist, stand up, stand tall and prove them wrong.
show them that you've got what it takes.
in no time, they'll realise your potential.
so, fret no more.
cos, they will definitely see it.

chill kay humaira? :D

2008-11-20T20:17:00.003+08:00

i shall sleep early today!
finally, after weeks of not having enough sleep.

andddd, i pity raudhah.
she didnt come for band today cos she fell yesterday.
fell in love that is.
with Sgt Joseph Teo.
(inside joke)
kiddings.

anyway, met leon yesterday! :D
fantastic mannn.
at first we were shoo-ed away by the esplanade peopl so, we couldnt take picture with leon.
he said he'll find us outside.
so we waited and waited.
and we got bored.
so, we searched for him.
in the end, we met at the esplanade lobby, where we actually waited.

later, while we were talking to leon, the trombone tutor came up to us and gave us the SAF Band concert poster.
so, we took alot of it.
and asked leon to sign it.
so, for a moment, he looked like a superstar with all of us crowding around him.

and leon is coming for WISC!
yay leon!
:D

kay, cant wait for WISC.
and yes shahirah.
i got a life. (:

2008-11-18T20:21:00.002+08:00

my blogsong brings back memories.
lots and lots of memories.

i remember the first time i heard this song during lunchtime showcase '07.
when khairul sang this and i thought the way he sang was as if he had asthma.
i remember when i kept on asking nadia what song it was cos i fell in love with the song.
i remember when i keep on forgetting the title of the song.
i remember coming home after band and searched for the song on youtube.
i remember always singing the song with shaza.
i remember always forgetting the lyrics to the song.
i remember getting the song on my phone.
i remember always listening to it on bus rides.
i remember jannah and the rest getting irritated cos i always sing the song.
i remember listening to it with shahrir when i used to go home with him and nadia.
i remember telling shahrir how nice this song was.
i remember listening to it at cameron highland while i sat beside SARAH WIFEYY! :D
i remember putting "how far we've come" as my pm on msn.
i remember afiq saying "very far" -.- (haha, that LOOK)

i forgot about the rest.
i'll edit this post oonce i remember anymore.
cos i'm sure theres more.
:D

HOW FAR WE'VE COME?
hehe.

2008-11-18T20:01:00.002+08:00

having band every day for the rest of the week.
even on sunday!
-.-

i just loveeee deep purple! (:
haha, cool man!

tmrw SAF band concert.
esplanaaaaadddeee!

i cant wait for World In Singapore Concert!
WISC on monday.
at esplanaaaaddddeee too!

then, farewell on the following friday.
hehe, i cant wait for farewell too.

then, sumatra on saturday!
how cool is that?

then, after sumatra, come back on 2nd dec, the next day, TK Band in concert.
super cool ah!

I'M A BUSY GIRL PEOPLE!
:D

2008-11-16T21:43:00.001+08:00

hahah, whaaaat?
i havent seen for quite some time whatt?
hahahaa.

i love you too la zuhari asy-syahid!

2008-11-16T12:57:00.003+08:00

friendster is a pain in the pantat!
really.

anyway my eldest brother is lame.
he came home just now, alone.

eldest bro = b
me= m

b: wanna go uwo's (grandmother) house?
m: for what?
b: everyone is there.
m: everyone like?
b: mama, abah and abang haziq.
m: thats not everyone -.- (thinking all my cousins were there)
b: then who you want? taufik? (referring to taufik batisah, that hot guy)

2008-11-15T20:45:00.003+08:00

dear pancaragam,

i love you very very much but at times you annoy me allloooot cos you consume tooo much of my money and my time. firstly, you ask me to come early in the morning. so, i have to wake up early and get out of the house early so i wont get late and be punished. not only that, you ask me to come almost everyday. its enjoyable cos it makes me forget everything. but sometimes too much of a good thing is not that good. other people are annoyed too and i would always say,"bye, see you TOMORROW."

haii, and not only time, money too. the other time i pay 50 and then, i have to pay another 15 and now, 24? excuse you, i dont have alot of money to always give you. moreover, everytime go lunch, i'll have to spend another 5. it cost me almost a 100, mind you. i bet there will be more payments in the time to come.

also, you take up soooo much of my energy. i, as an ordinary member, feel super tired. what about the rest who got more responsibilities than me? they are definitely more tired but i dont really mind the energy part. cos, i got nothing to do at home.

all i wanna say is, please reduce on the intake of money and time, money especially. whatever happens and no matter what happens, i'll still loooove you alot, pancaragam. and i bet the rest do too. i lovelovelove x10000000 you!

oh and please la, knock some sense into your head(if you do have one), people are not coming to your event cos its TOO EXPENSIVE. is it too difficult for you to comprehend? i bet theres a lot of people who are willing to go and love you dearest pancaragam but your price for the event is just unreasonable. come on, be a good boy/girl and reduce the price. (: if you do, there'll be lots and lots of people coming. thats what you want, right?

i still love you pancaragam eventhough i get irritated. you're the best damn thing! (cos of the people in it) :D

love,
nadzirah.

haii, im so lame.

2008-11-15T19:51:00.003+08:00

happy 6 months farah and naz! :D
farah, you're really lucky to get such a nice guy.
(:

love you farah! :D

and happy 3 months and -idontknowhowmanydays- to shah and paul! :D

love you too shah! :D

anyway, sorry shahrir if i seemed sombong just now.
wanted to talk to you aftr band but you left earlier.

andddd, i got malay lit.
soooo, you and mardhiah can be my tutor.
i know you two very smart! :D

2008-11-15T19:40:00.004+08:00

you can talk to me about everything in the whole world but about 2009 classes.
cos i'll get really pissed.

dont come complaining to me that you didnt get into the double science class that you wanted.
instead you got into another double science class.
cos i freakingly cant even enter into a double science class when they already added 1 more double science class.
just be satisfied with what you get.

and if you get the class of your choice, great.
good for you.
but dont come telling me cos i DONT BOTHER.

and, i wont bother appealing either.
stop asking me what class i'm going.
cos i'm going 3H.
happy?
so, stop asking and making me more pissed than i already am.

and, hello jerome, andrew, zhi xian, adrian,novia and sufi (new classmates).
and jannah, please please please dont change class.
i'll die without you. DDD:

2008-11-14T15:53:00.002+08:00

i feel random today.

oh, dj max is funnnnnn!
fascinating.

wow, i've got 225 post!
kay, not that fascinating ah.

excuse you stella goh!
12th IS our monthsary.
its just that i wished sarah one day late.
but you better make the double date on 12th.
hehe.

anywayyy, i feel sooo lethargic nowadays.
since i cant pray, all i do is sleep.
-.-

and, i realise something.
i go out everyday nowadays.
haha, i got life.
unlike some people. (eg. shahirah)
:D

i hate friendster!
when i i have the freetime to update some stuff in my friendster profile, its being maintained.
-.-
haiii, spoil my mood man.

i likkkkeee concerts.
especially when my brother/brothers are involved in it.
mcm fun gitu.

anyway, something random.
i find it cool on how my bro knows me very very well.
i'm really surprised.
even my eldest brother knows me well.
wow.
cool kan?
be jealous people cos i've got awesome brothers! :D
i know you are!

2008-11-13T21:11:00.001+08:00

oh my gosh, guilty pleasure! (:

anywayyyy, HAPPY 10TH MONTHSARY TO SARAH WIFEY! :D
next month when we are more free, we celebrate, kay?
and hajar and stella, how bout a double date? ;D

anywayanywaaaayyy, i wont bear anymore grudges cos i'm a good girl.
thats why i'm in G3! :D
but i didnt say i'll forgive.

2008-11-13T20:14:00.003+08:00

emcees! emcees! emcees!
yay zul!
hehe, im just excited, i dont know whyyyyy.
prepare the lame jokes dude! :D
hahahahhaha!

and i recorded cashmere mafia.
zul, jealous?
i can watch it over and over again! :D

and TP Band concert tmrwwwww.
i get to meet Aqidah again.
and Wei Qi too!
(;

sarah, thank you wifey dearest! :D

and, im okay wendieeeee! (:

and like i said, im okay humaira! (:

anddd, syabil is sooooo lame!
i saw him in the bus this morning while on the way to school and he was like:

syabil: eh, just now i saw someone exactly like you siaa. (with full of expression)
me: (burst into laughter)

its not that funny actually.
but, i just felt like laughing.

walao eh, this mood swings are driving me nuts!
i have been laughing non-stop since band ended.

that never ending guilty pleasure! (:

2008-11-11T00:29:00.004+08:00

oh, and syabil came over yesterday night.
so, we laughed and laughed and laughed even moreeeeee!

mama got very angry cos we were making too much noise.
sorry ah.
heh, cousins unite!

and abang syakur gets to go to rihanna concert!
and meet her personally!
how unfair!
you better get me and autograph or i shall hate you for life! (not)
i'll still love you no matter how irrating you are.

actually kan, i was kinda touched by what syabil and abang syakur has done for me lately.
hehe, once again, cousins uniteeeee! :D

alamak, my perut sakit mannnnn!
i think i swallowed in too much chlorine water from the pool.
haii, nevermind.
its still all worth it! :D :D :D

and i realise, i laugh alot lately.
from the stupid stuff 2A does (especially jannah and g3!)
to the stupid reactions syabil makes.
to the sarcasm that abang syakur always hit me with.
and to the lameness that afiq never endingly talk to me about.

haha, and i wanna do the irritating laugh to hajar tmrw, i mean today.
so, she'll get irritated! :D

hee.
farahin daughter of subeeri!
i wanna eat sundae tmrw, i mean today!
be my sundae partner babe! :D

2008-11-10T23:43:00.003+08:00

haiii, be patient la nadzirah...
talking to myself.
ignore this part.

anywayyyyys, today was a blast!
i love you 2A!

and germaine!
come on laaa, dont be like this.
you know you love 2A and its the best class in the whole wide world! :D

sooo, the starting of the day, went to school for sumatra thingy.
then, rushed to my nenek's house to bake brownies for dearest 2A.
then, rushed allll the way to pasir ris.
met G3.
then the rest of the FABULOUS CLASS.

reached, some unexpected stuff happened so farah had to rush alll the way back to her mum's work place.
pity her.
we love you, farah! :D

while waiting for farah, the rest went to play at the playground/ball room.
haha, damn fun.
then i got tired and joined shahirah and damara.

then, farah reached.
the first thing we do after we placed our bags were to swim!
hehe, we love swimming.
so, the boys played water polo (so tak menjadi)
but they had fun.
and i got free swimming lessons from hui xian, hajar and germaine! :D
thanks hui xian, hajar and germaine. (:
even justin gave tips on swimming.
haha, i was pathetic.

after swimming, bbq-ed and ate!
i was starving cos i didnt eat the whole day.
after eating, we went to our own rooms.
we were divided into our genders.

but, soon, we played truth or dare.
haha, justin's dare was retarded.
so was hajar's!

soon, big bro came with brownies!
but by then, farah left already. ):
the people there were still hungry.
so, my brownies were like the savior!
yay my brownies!

then, soon i wanted to leave.
but there was like 20 minutes before the last shuttle service.
so, me and shaza disturbed jannah!
fun mannnnnxzxs!
and then, they joined the rest to play at the arcade.
no lifers mannnn.
haha.

oh and big bro has been such an angel lately. (:
he has been accompanying me all the while.
i cant stand being alone.
somehow, bad thoughts will come to my head whenever im alone.
i hate bad thoughts! D:

i wanna fill my mind with HAPPY thoughts!
like mardhiah! :D
hehe.
yay happy thoughts!

eventhough you can be the weirdest class in the whole world,
i lovelovelove x 1000000000000000 2A '08!! :D

2008-11-10T00:48:00.003+08:00

a post to you two :

girl, like i said before, i loved you.
and i definitely trusted you.

maybe i was wrong not to hear the story from you.
maybe i was wrong to blame you straight away.
but do understand that i was terribly hurt.
i never thought these things would happen.

maybe we can talk things out, maybe not.
sorry, i just cant accept the fact that things like these would happen.
i never anticipated my life to be as dramatic as this.
and obviously, i never anticipated for all this to happen.

people change.
i hope this will make us all stronger.

i promise no more flaming.
cos, i dont see any use of it.
my anger and frustration let out on my blog will be of no help.
maybe only a little.

just know, i once really loved you.
all i can say is that i was really disappointed.

and to you boy, haiii, i dont know what to say..
i'm just very disappointed.
very very very disappointed.

you dont need to know how i found out.
but just know, im not that naive girl you thought i was.
no matter how good you hide stuff from me, i will still find out in the end.

and you know what?
you promised me you'd go out with me on that day.
it was our day.
and i waited for 6 hours for you.
but you didnt even call.
you know how suckish that felt.
i really felt like a loser.

i told you about people who cheated my feelings.
but, i never expected you to be one of them.

you told me you'll change for us.
but you never did.
well, serve me right too.
cos i was the one who disturbed your previous relationship.
what goes around comes around.

i dont know what joy you find in hurting my feelings.
i really just dont get you.
if you want to end it, i dont mind.
but i mind when i get cheated.

maybe to you, it doesnt mean anything.
but it means a hell lot to me.

i just dont want other girls to feel what i felt.
to be hurt like how i was hurt.
and to know that i really once loved you made me more hurt.

remember i told you that i was afraid to lose you?
well, i lost you already..

life is just so very rough..

2008-11-10T00:32:00.005+08:00

no more flaming.
no more caring about you.
no more feeling angry.

why?

cos i got tired of getting angry.
and i shall move on.
but if my friends flame you, i wont say anything.

girl, honestly, i loved you.
i was just very very very very disappointed.
you dont know how just very disappointed i was.
i dont care about guys.
but i did care about you.

and to you.
this is the last time i shall ever blog or talk or mention about you.
STOP BUGGING MY BROTHER.
he got his own life to care about.
it doesnt only annoy him.
it annoys me too.
so, stop it kay?

i once loved the both of you.
everything is finally sinking in.
i've gotta move on.

2008-11-09T21:57:00.004+08:00

and i would just sit and think.
why did you do such a thing?

you hurt?
you dont know the meaning of hurt - yet.
well, to me, hurt is when your bestfriend betrays you and snatch your boyfriend away while pretending that nothing happened.

bullshit.

indeed, something has happened.
i guess you already knew it and i bet you wanted it all along.
so, why feel remorseful?
you ought to be happy.
i should be the one feeling miserable.

you got what you want .
you are at the losing end.

you lost my trust
and do know, sorry doesnt do anything.

2008-11-09T19:06:00.002+08:00

I cant get it back, but
I dont want it back, i
Realized that,
he dont know how to act
Never been a dumb dude
No im not dense
I Just had a slight lack
Of common sense
I was the good girl
he was the bad guy
Im thinking one boy
he thinking me, jimjim and steffi
Yep he had plenty
But love for me, he didnt have any

I was inviting, him into my heart
But he was just texting, and chase other girls' hearts
he was my night time, thought I was his star
Guess I was wrong, but see im strong
Wont take me long for me to move on

[Hook:]
Please dont worry bout me im fine
(Please dont worry bout me im fine)
Only gonna play the fool one time
(Only gonna play the fool one time)
Trust me when I say
That i'll be ok
Go on boy
(Go on boy)
Go on boy
(Go on boy)
Go on boy

[V2:]
I cant get it back, but
I dont want it back, i
Realized that,
he dont know how to act
Tried to settle down and look what I get
Thought it was my time, but I guess not yet
he's at the phone, talkin to other women
Im in the house, thinking he's doin sumthin
Trust not knowing, truly not knowing
I look back now like, man, I was open

I was inviting, him into my heart
But he was just texting, and chase other girls' hearts
he was my night time, thought I was his star
Guess I was wrong, but see im strong
Wont take me long for me to move on

[Hook:]
Please dont worry bout me im fine
(Please dont worry bout me im fine)
Only gonna play the fool one time
(Only gonna play the fool one time)
Trust me when I say
That i'll be ok
Go on boy
(Go on boy)
Go on boy
(Go on boy)
Go on boy

[Bridge]
The mistake i made is clear
(we never shoulda been together)
Thats the reason youre not here
(I know that I can do much better)
Not a single salty tear
Not a feeling in my chest
Baby im feeling no stress
Im too fly to be depressed

Go on boy
Go on boy
Go on boy
Go on boy

[Hook:]
Please dont worry bout me im fine
(Please dont worry bout me im fine)
Only gonna play the fool one time
(Only gonna play the fool one time)
Trust me when I say
That i'll be ok
Go on boy
(Go on boy)
Go on boy
(Go on boyl)
Go on boy

2008-11-09T18:52:00.003+08:00

dudeeeee!
i cant reply your msg.
sorry pakcik.

anyway, thanks SARAH WIFEY, JANNAH, HAJAR AND ZUL!
read all your blogs.
and thanks zul for changing your blogsong for me.
you all make me feel so loved (:

and mardhiah, we'll meet and i'll take it from you.
and jing xi, i'll link you soon (:
and i do feel better, definitely :D

i cant wait for tmrw!
class chalet.
and 2A, i will bake brownies!
:D

sorry to say but i am capable of all this.
this is what happen when you try to mess around with my life.
dont try to test me.
goodbye!

2008-11-09T00:21:00.002+08:00

yay!
i feel so huggable today.
wait, yesterday i mean.
everyone i met hugged me (:

kay, random but trueeeeee.

and i love jannah :D

another, random but true.

and afiq is just the lamest!
he was late to come online.
so i told him he is late.
and he started "pumping"!

oh my gosh pakcik, you're lame!!

yet another random but true.

2008-11-08T22:52:00.003+08:00

raudhaaaaah! haha, yela, kau hot :D
anywaaaaay, i will link you soon (:
and i knw you're here with me.
thanks love (:

stelllllllaaaa! haha, well, my feelings were cheated.
but i know i got you guys to depend on. (:
and i love G3! :D

shahiraaaaah! i feel better after band.
i'll tell you the whole story one day.
oh, and take care of paul. (:
haha, random.

mardhiaaaaah! i know we rock more than he does.
hehe. (;
and yes, especially you of course.

saraaaaah! i know i also can depend on you!
i loveeeeeee you dear.
:D

well, i have to say aloooot of people warned me before.
but i was the degil one who didnt listen.
abang yat, afiq and faizal told me not to get into relationships at my age.
cos, most guys would only end up hurting my feelings.
i shouldve listened.
mama and abang haziq warned me too.
but still i didnt listen.
farah ain tried to warn me but i still didnt listen.

well, alll these people who really care warned me.
but i never listened.
serve me right.

BUT, this thing made me stronger.
and made me realise what supportive family and friends i have.
i love you guys! :D
from mama to abang haziq to abang khairul to syabil to all the other family members.
to G3 especially who stood by me through the roughest time.
and to the band members who listened to my plight
: from zul to mardhiah to kenneth to group 3 of my farewell team and the rest of the TK Band family. (:
to abang yat, afiq and faizal who really care.
and to farah ain and farhanah (:

people who i could really trust.
people who wouldnt stab me in the back.
people who really love me.

soooo, back on track.
today was cool.
i took 15 to school.
on the way, saw owen, he took 15 too.
then, i alighted at tao nan bus stop and he alighted at parkway.
then i took 135.
and at parkway bus stop, he took 135 too.
haha, fated ahh. -.-
cool much.

and kenneth spilled the beans without realising! -.-
and shahrir wants to burn the school after his last paper! -.-
haii, favourite senior -shakes head-

I HAVE THE MOST RANDOM SENIORS IN THE WORLD!
but they rock big time (:

and kenneeeettthh! OBAMA WON!
YAY! :D

lastly, i have the greatest family and friends in the whole wide world!
:D

2008-11-08T08:20:00.003+08:00

jannah, i know i got you (:
you are truly a bestfriend who definitely wouldnt date my boyfriend.
and sarah honey, im fine (:
in fact, i feel great, love.

oh well boy, you no longer have to hide.
i know the truth, the whole truth.
dont even think of denying.

and to you, bestfriend(not), go have fun with him.
he is all yours.
you no longer have to hide your relationship with him.

cos babe, i dont give a damn anymore.
and i know this is the time the both of you have always been waiting for.
so go on and have fun

so much of being a bestfriend.
haiiii...

and dont expect syabil or haziq to talk to you.
and farah and farhanah is on my side.

2008-11-07T16:19:00.003+08:00

i miss you..
i miss the times when you would make stupid jokes to entertain me..
i miss the times when we would think of the past and just laugh..
i miss the times when we would just sit and let time pass..
i miss the times when you would always msg me to wish good morning..
i miss the times when you would always msg me to wish good night..
i miss the times when i would always smile whenever i see you no matter how rough my day was..
i miss the times when i cant stop smiling after you sent me home..
i miss the times when i would just sit and think of what you were up to..
i miss the times when we took the wrong bus and had to sit in the bus for 1 hour..
i miss the times when we would laugh cos we took the wrong bus..
i miss the times when you would eat alot of sweets and get super high..
i miss the times when you would always talk about the moon and i would always agree with you..
i miss the times when you always try to make me feel better after a rough day..
i miss the times when i would have some quality time with you..
i miss the times when i would lean on your shoulder and just be with you..

i terribly miss you.
yes, i do..

not!
not after you cheated on me.

2008-11-06T23:14:00.001+08:00

oh my gosh, jannah!
the feeling IS DYING!

D:

2008-11-06T20:28:00.000+08:00

i told you i'll make it work.
its on, baby!
:D

2008-11-06T10:57:00.001+08:00

i'm sorry cos my commitments always get in our way.

but, do know that you're my first priority no matter what.
i'll shift things around and make it work (:

2008-11-05T19:46:00.002+08:00

dear mother,
i dont know what i've done to make you look at me so lowly.
i'm not cheap, you know.
and i've got my dignity to take care of, which i definitely will.
and you've taught me of all the moral values you knew.
so, why worry?

i wont do anything stupid.
period.

2008-11-05T14:38:00.002+08:00

i think i wanna sell my brownie.

any buyers?

oh, and theres a problem with my line. so, i cant receive/send msgs or make calls.

so, if you need to contact me, call me.

stupid line ):

you are oh-so-superficial!

2008-11-02T21:39:00.003+08:00

my new complain buddy!
SYABIL!
yay him!
:D

haha, he is sooo good to talk too.
and funny too. (:
and he listens all the waaaaaayyy!

no wonder i love him. (:

sooo, anyway, tmrw G3 outing menjadi tak?
and jannah, please tell me that you can make it tmrw...

2008-10-31T17:52:00.002+08:00

haii..
so many people cheat my feelings today..
i feel like crying..
):

2008-10-30T22:44:00.003+08:00

nothing like family (:

i am just blessed with great cousins and brothers.
they never fail to make me smile when the world turn their backs on me.
thanks cuzzies and big bros (:

maybe to you, im just a piece of entertainment which you go to when youre bored.
boy, youre wrong.
honestly, im sick of all your games.
im sick of always asking you out.
im sick of you not replying my msgs.
im sick of you giving me the attitude.

i just think i mean nothing to you.
my patience is once again, running low.

2008-10-30T22:30:00.002+08:00

somehow,whatever jannah said to me yesterday made sense.
she just makes me feel better everytime.

thanks for always being there (:

i hate it when i tell someone something, another person get to know about it.

2008-10-30T00:17:00.002+08:00

i dont know whats up with me.
im so sensitive nowadays.

i really dont feel like blogging.
cos some people say my blog is boring.
and some of the people dont even care to visit my blog when i visit their blogs everyday.

agggh, why bother telling the whole world what i feel...

2008-10-27T23:05:00.001+08:00

i totally love High School Musical 3! :D

but it would be better if you were there with me ):

2008-10-26T22:45:00.002+08:00

so, im bored.
i watched hsm2 for the 11th time.
i talked to my kindergarten friend, adib yesterday.
very cute cos we havent contacted each other for 8 years.

and heres the quiz which was dued many years ago.

1. The Person who tagged you is
Shahirah, Stella, Shaza, Germaine and Harith

2. Your relationship with him/her?
Shahirah(shah): im her ecstacy?
Stella(stel): friendy friend! :D
Shaza(shaz): wife/husband, i gave her a paper ring for our anni. i think she lost it
Germaine(germ): my bestfriend BUT ONLY DURING ASSEMBLY
Harith(har):my partner for hosting a certain something!

3. Your five impression of him/her?
shah: loser, likes to laugh for no reason, thinks my nose is tempting -.-, she likes to laugh, alllllooooot and shes MY partner
stel: funny, creative, does everthing fast, likes to make cards and was my partner in class
shaz: funny, the only person who would entertain my lameness in class, my partner when wearing contacts, LAME!, somehow entertaining (:
har: funny, hates chen jing, volunteer to host so that he doesnt have to act-.- , tall, hates chen jing?

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
shah: she comforted me wheni was having a certain problem(:
stel:made cards for me (:
shaz: kissed me? NOT!
har: be my partner for hosting when joshua backed out (:

5.The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
shah: you know you can tell me anyth
stel: i made a card for you
shaz: omg, im berkat-ed with a super friend!( referring to me :D)
har:and we'll be your emcee for today(:

6. If he/she become your lover, you will?
shah:already am. but a certain tall human being stole her from me.
stell: make her a card(:
shaz: already am. but she betrayed me cos she fell in love with bill
har:wont happen. harith is a.t.t.a.c.h.e.d so i will be killed.

7. If he/she became your lover, he/she has to improve on?
shah: stop laughing at everything
stell: stop being tall
shaz: stop being lame
har:stop being tall too

8. If he/she became your enemy, you will?
shah: i will not buy her a care bear. >:D
stel: not make a card for her >:D
shaz: not be a super friend >:D
har: back out and not be a host >:D

9. If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be?
shah: laughing too much
stel:being too tall for me till i have to look up to talk to her
shaz: being too lame
har: leave me alone to host

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
shah: be there for her all the time(: G3 LOVE
stel: be there for her all the time(: G3 LOVE
shaz: be there for her all the time(: G3 LOVE
har: be nice so he can write the script (:

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
shah: forever laughing
stel: tall
shaz: lame
har: tall

12. How you think people around you will feel you?

happy, sad, angry, jealous, emotionless?

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
everyth?

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are?
the lazy me.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
Ashley Tisdale?

16. For people who care and like you, say something to them.
thank you(:

17. Pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel about

1) jannah
2)hajar
3)germaine
4) farah
5)shahirah
6) damara
7) stella
8) shaza
9) hanna
10) shirin

18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
(damara) everyone cos she is gorgeous now!

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
(hanna) female

20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
(stella, shirin) they dont know each other

21. What is no. 2 studying about?
(hajar) she wants to study pure geog

22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.1?
(jannah)online, last year (not). sms, 2 minutes ago

23. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
(shaza) tokio hotel

24. Does no. 1 has any siblings?
(jannah) yes.

25. Will you woo no.3?
(germaine) hehehe, maaaayyyybbbeee *flirtatious look*

26. How abt no.7?
(stella) hahahah, maybe too.

27. Is no.4 Single?
(farah) NOOOOOO!

28. What is the surname of no.5?
(shahirah) bte muhd yani

29.What's the hobby of no.10?
(shirin)erm, dont know.

30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
(shahirah, hanna) maybe

31. Where is no.2 studying at?
(hajar) MINDS (:

32. Talk something casually about no. 1.
(jannah) i can die without her cos i share alot of things with her

33.Where does no.9 live at?
(hanna) bedok

34. What colour does no. 4 like?
(farah) blue

35. Are no.5 and no.1 best friend?
(jannah, shahirah) of course. G3.

36. Does no.1 have any pets?
(jannah) yes. but i think all dead

37. Is no.8 the sexiest person in the world?
(shaza) yessssssss (;

2008-10-26T13:58:00.002+08:00

I LOVE G3!

from the alita to the damara!
from the germaine to the toh!
from the nur to the shahirah!
from the nurul to the farahin!
from the shaza to the amalina!
from the siti noor to the jannah!
from the siti nur to the hajar!
from the stella to the goh!

especially from the nur to the NADZIRAH! :D

2008-10-25T21:29:00.002+08:00

yay!
pictures from Leon is here! :D

upload some other day(:

anyway, my november is crazily paked.

-5th november : sumatra trip briefing
-8th november : just a very nice date (:
-10th and 11th november : class chalet
-14th november : Temasek Poly concert (section outing)
-17th to 19th november : day camp (masterclass with Mr Kajiyama!)
-19th november : SAF Band concert (LEON! :D)
-24th november : perform World in Singapore concert (esplanade baybeh!)
-29th november to 2nd december : Sumatra trip
-3rd december : TK BAND IN CONCERT! :D :D :D :D

the ones in bold show the events which i am excited about.
the ones in red show the events which i am super duper excited about.

2008-10-24T11:12:00.002+08:00

LEON IS JUST THE BEST! :D

anyway, to my dearets junior, Raudhah:
read your blog.
hang on dear.
i know life can be such a bitch at times.
but remember, you got me (:

im getting ready to meet G3!
G3 outing baybeh (:
finally, i can join them.

oh, and alita is an official member of G3! :D
i still hate you for being annoying.
NOT.

and yesterday reminded me why i love band so much.
i'll miss masterclass.

life is a bitch and you're not helping.

2008-10-22T22:06:00.000+08:00

i really really really dislike you.
and im one inch away from hating you.

2008-10-21T22:05:00.003+08:00

mummy was so easy to talk to regarding my subject combination. (:
she allowed me to choose anything i wanted.
yay mummy! :D

you are not the same person i once used to know.
theres no longer those sweet msgs.
theres no longer those sweet dedications.
you hang out more with them than with me.

im sorry but i just have to say this.
cos realisation hit me like a stone (how cliche)

2008-10-21T18:46:00.002+08:00

argggghhh!
so much for being honest to my mum!
she called me saying that she is at long john.
i could've went to alita's house with g3 or simpang with shirin and aslam.
and not be a goody to come home straight.
but nooooooo.
i had to be honest and stay at home, ALONE.

one, i couldve had more fun.
and two, i wouldnt be alone!
damn it!

2008-10-21T17:11:00.002+08:00

Chocolate or Vanilla ice cream?
Chocolate of course.

When you looked in the mirror today, what was your first thought?
im late, i'd better hurry?

Do you like the snow or rain better?
snow. cos i wanna experience cold weather for once.

If you could go anywhere in the world right now, where would you go?
to the beach...

What color is your cell phone?
grey-ish green?

Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
i only got 3 miss calls

Last furry thing you touched?
elmooooooo! :D

Choose: A million bucks or to be able to fly?
a million bucks!

Have you ever faked sick?
yes. cos i hate my primary school teacher so much.

Have you ever seen a dead body?
yes.

Have you ever lie to someone to make them feel good about themselves?
unfortunately, yes. :/

In your opinion, whats the best way for someone to die?
in a not painful way. but in a way that the person knows that he is gonna die so he can say his goodbyes and just appreciate life.

What type of day are you having?
stomach-cramps-day

How many windows are open in your computer?
3.

The last time you were in the fridge, what were you looking for?
to get my chocolate fudge ice cream :D

Do you like clowns?
no, somehow they freak me out cos they have that freaky smile.

Have you ever spent the night in the hospital?
yes, when my grandmother had a stroke.

What's your third text in your inbox?
"(: today BNSB's drum major is playing the tuba for national anthem :D"

Are you listening to anything at the moment?
folk song suite!

How do you handle stress?
sing and irritate everyone. or just talk to G3/aslam/ my brother (:

Would you rather spend a whole day with your mom or your dad?
mummy!

Has anyone ever borrowed something from you and never returned it?
yes.

If women ruled the world would there be more peace?
i think woman just gossip too much and thus, the world would not be more peaceful.

Can you text without looking at your phone?
Yes when i wasnt using dictionary. now, no.

Do you eat junk food or chocolate when your sad or depressed?
sadly, yes.

Which shoe do you put on first?
i like to wear my right shoe first

Can you crack your neck?
Sometimes.

Have you ever met someone famous?
the President? and rahimah rahim ?

When is the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
the stupid kids at the pool who wanted to find trouble with my little cousins.

What's your favorite soup?
mushroom soup

Have you ever found anything gross in one of your McDonald's meals?
VEGETABLE!

What's your favorite zoo animal?
the otters who recycle.

Did you have imaginary friend(s) as a child?
yes(:

Do you still watch cartoons?
yes -.-

2008-10-21T16:42:00.002+08:00

haha, hafiz, you know what a pemalas i can be at times kan? and i told you its gonna take some time to link you. and you rock on agreeing with me about Bill (:

anyway, tomorrow band members wont be going to school. haiii, masterclass. i am somehow scared and kenneth scare me even more. SAF people mannn. im afraid i cant play properly. damn itttttt. i cant imagine a whole day with SAF people. i just dont know why.

and shaza, my bolaz(!) havent hilang. hahah! and you still havent punch me yettttttt (:

okay, im too lazy to blog.

oh, anddd good luck to the sec4s taking their o's! you can do it(:
especially to my brother and mardhiah fatin! i have faith in you two! :D

2008-10-17T22:34:00.001+08:00

due to my undying love for shaza, i shall post this.

bill kaulitz does not look like a girl

but he is still not hot.

2008-10-17T18:43:00.003+08:00

on wednesday, farah, shah, hajar, germ and stella went to watch house bunnny.
me, jannah and shaza didnt.
sorry guys.

anyway, we laughed aloooot.
and they were imitating me when i hiccuped -.-

anyway, this was what happen at sembawang.

ME: Eh eh, lets go into Sembawang!
Nadz: OKAY :B
ME: -whispers inaudibly- I needa find Tokio Hotel's album...NOW!
Both dashes to album section!
Nadz: Where ah?! Where ah?!
Salesman/hip-hop dude: Yo. Can I help you?
Shaza: NO. (thinking that he is going to scold us cos we disturbed the shelves and messed them up)
Nadz: -laughs-
Hip-hop dude: Erh ooh, you want Tokio Hotel's album eyy? (in cool accent)
Nadz: OMG, how did you know!?! WOW.
Shaza: -super jakun/enthu alr-
The dude picks up the album which was right in front of our face and passes it to me-.-
SMILES AND SHOW BLING2!
SCREAM!

okay, took the above from shaza's blog.
so cool kan?

kay, i still think tokio hotel's lead singer, bill kaulitz, looks like a girl.
sorry ah, he really does.

he does right?

but i love their music tho (:

2008-10-17T18:28:00.001+08:00

ohmygosh, what got into me to msg him?
so stupid of me.

2008-10-15T23:13:00.002+08:00

i just prevented myself form writing a hate post to someone.
cos, i know it wont do any good.
and cos, she sucks!
stupid.

kay, anyway, i laughed aloooooot today.
thanks to jannah and shaza.
the bus trip back home was random yet fun (:
thanks for making me better girls.

i still dont know what a ______ is.

2008-10-13T21:28:00.004+08:00

sticks and stones may break your bones, but words can kill too.

i realise i've been so weak nowadays.
i cry alot cos everything is just breaking me down...

2008-10-12T19:12:00.002+08:00

damn it! my eldest brother won me in congkak! i was winning sey! ughhhh frustrating!

anyway,

081008

thanks farahh for the wish (:

i know i know. the date very nice (:
MR BLUR: thank you for always making me feel better. and thanks for always being there for me. you've been the best (: you rock big time.

091008

this date also nice(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHAIRULHAZIQ KADRI!
thanks for all th 14 years of love, care and concern.
you rock and you know i love you (:
so old already ah?
concentrate for your o's kay?
haii, and dont be sad la, come on.
and you still havent tell me what happened.
but whatever it is, i will always be here like how you have always been there for me when i needed you.
thanks for being the best big bro any lil sis could ever get (:
yay you! :D

i know i havent been there for you enough. i know you dont wanna tell me now. but whatever happens, dont keep it to yourself, kay? its not good. like i said, feel free to tell me anything. we're siblings and we should tell each other evrythng. and we still havent have that macdonald's breakfast.

btw, a better present awaits you after your o's, like i promised.

2008-10-12T17:32:00.004+08:00

haii, farah nenek and shah nenek, i am updating.
and its neigh-nek okay farah (:

raya update!

the only day i jalan-ed with my family for raya is the first day thanks to the exams but i really enjoyed myself with my cousins. camwhored with them. took photos, ate, made alot of noise.damn, my family is noisy. the funnest was at my maternal grandma's side. kecoh man!

only few pictures cos the rest are with my cousins(:

the best brother! :D

the best person to disturb (:

that johnny bravo (:

the person who would always bug me to salam him(:

081008
nice ah the date? i know(: anyway, that day, went to jalan raya with aslam, hanna, shirin, my brother and steffen! fun, fun, fun.

so, first house was hanna's house. haha, shirin's suprise was cute sey. i falled for it. so did steffen and my bro. shirin gave a suprise to the 2 birthday boys, my bro and steffen. the cake was niccceee(: and thanks for the necklace. love it alooot.

next was shirin's house where we camwhored alot. it was where all the camwhoring took place. and shirin's sis was there (: on the way to the next house, something happened ahhh. naughty naughty. (x the two people act shy konon. haha, damn hilarious. the people behind were laughing. that was the time i accompanied hanna, bestfriend (:

after that was aini's house. me and shirin got tired so we slept for awhile on the couch. my bro learnt how to jumpstyle from steffen and steffen learnt the song "lemme love you" from my bro and they kept on singing the same song -.- aslam and hanna was busy being beylaQ and brother bo and entertaining aini.

lastly was aslam's house. fuyoooo, the jalan, i tell you, worse than fauzi's house. but its okay (: that was the time hanna kept quiet and i felt very bad cos i couldnt do anything. i really felt very bad. aslam's mum cooked and that time i was damn hungry cos i didnt eat the whole day. the food was nice. everyone took a second serving (:

so, yeah. enjoyed it thoroughly. i know rinn did too (: and so did the rest.
anyway hanna, i knew you felt abit sad in 17 and on the way to aslam's house. but i just didnt know what to say. i was afraid if i said anything, it will turn all wrong. sorry bestfriend. i really feel bad.

091008

happy birthday big bro!

it was a holiday so we made it a jalan raya day. was suppose to meet at 10 but we ended up making a move only at 11 ( stares at shaza).

first, went to adam's house. started braiding each other's hair.

next was sufi's house. farahh gave me her ayam -.- and i gave shahirah and hajar my mee. sorry, there was just too much vegetable. i can die, youknow?

then, went to jannah's house. her mother was waiting for us at the door. so, everyone salam-ed her and she asked for everyone's name. when i told her my name, she was like "oh, ni yg slalu call jannah" haha, sorry la. jannah is fun to call. and shes the only one who would always answer the phone. she served nuggets, also known as unwanted chicken parts!

next, syafiqah's house. her mom's cooking is niccceeee(: ate, some people camwhored and some watched tv. and fauzi bit the glass! he blamed the glass for being too thin -.- and then, we left.

up next, zul's house. we were fascinated by his massage chair. the one at the feet damn ticklish. and shahirah's expression when she sat there was hilarious! ate spaghetti and ayam.

on the way to fauzi's home, shaza's heels broke! muahaha. had a good time laughing at it. but we had to walk 6.2 km top fauzi's home when we could've taken a bus-.-

after that was alita's house. on the way to the bus stop. alita "saw" bus 158. so, we alllllll RAN for it! almost all the girls took off their shoes to chase the bus. but it wasnt 158, it was 100. everyone was mad at her.

at alita's house, nara was there. some played GH3 while farah andshah played the piano. i ate the chips with ridhwan (: and that was when fauzi took my chips and finished it -.-

to farah's house, we had to take a cab cos farah's sis had tuition and we didnt wanna bother her. there, watched x-men 3. jannah wasmaking all sorts of stupid stories for the x-men characters. she never watched x-men 3 bfre -.-

next up, hajar's house. we had to rush there cos SOME PEOPLE SAID THEY WANTED TO COME BUT IN THE END, THEY DIDNT. STUPID. then bus ride there was fun (: reach and drank, ate chocolate and left. felt that it was kinda short.

lastly, was Ms Diana's house. we all really felt bad troubling her. we kinda got lost and didnt know how to get to her house so she fetched us from the stadium. ate murtabak. talked to miss diana and laughed alot.

i shall post pictures now!

at syafiqah's house.
notice fauzi smiling? hajar and i were laughing cos we thought he didnt have expression

at damara's house using her imac

at fauzi's home where jannah spilled her drink.
you cant blame her. her mouth gt hole. thats why she always spills her drinks.

at hajar's house.
i dont know why but i like this picture

done!
i shall blog about the 2nd day another time. malas ahhhhh.

i dont wanna go school))):

2008-10-03T19:07:00.004+08:00

fine, fine. i feel very paisey.
but at the same i feel so good (:
cos jannah and hajar is fighting over ME! :D
so, anonymous 2 is Hajar.
paisey much!

sorry hajar.
ilove you(:

kay, now..
SELAMAT HARI RAYA PEOOPLLLLLEEE.
(the names are according to alphabetical order)

ASLAM!
haha, selamat hari raya! thanks for making me laugh and smile everyday. thanks for being there for me whenever i needed you. thanks for standing by me in every decision i make. thanks for always supporting me. thanks for everything. sorry for all the misunderstandings. sorry for the arguments. sorry for the merajuk moments. wow, so many thank you(s) and sorry(s). and forgive me for all my mistakes aye (i know i've got alot of them) take care(: p.s, perky brown eyes rock! love you (:

BIG BRO!
heyhey! like i said the other time, youre the best big bro any lil sis could ever get! know what? my friends are jealous cos i got you as a brother and they didnt! anyway, sorry if i've been too annoying at home or too noisy or just plain irritating. sorry tau. and thanks for everything. you've done too much for me to mention here. selamat hari raya! take care bro. love you (:

BIGGER BRO!
i know i can be really a pain in the a-s-s. trust me, i know. and i know you've been enduring my nonsense for the past 14++ years you've been living with me. so, im sorry for all the trouble i've caused. im sorry for all the times i've hurt you. hope this raya, you can forgive me. selamat hari raya! (: love ya.

FARAH AIN!
hello big sis! thanks for being there for me when i needed you the other day. you were really a great help and you made me feel so much better. secondly, youre pretty (random) thirdly, lets plan for THAT thing aye *secret* (: fourthly, buke-ing with you was very fun the other day. oh, and so so so sorry for that evil msg. i know, it was very cruel of me. hope this raya, you too can forgive me for alllllll my wrong doings. selamat hari raya. take care, love you (:

FARAHIN daughter of SUBEERI!
hello greatest friend in the world. thanks for always supporting me. you know how much i appreciate you(: and thanks for always listening to my complains.thanks for all the fun moments with you and G3. and sorry for all my mistakes. lets plan a raya outing with the class soon! selamat hari raya dearest! wo ai ni! :D

HAJAR daughter of DAUD!
hello greatest friend in the world number 2! haii, you are forever msging me. and when i reply, you dont reply back -.- no hope. anyway, thanks for being such a great friend this whole 2 years of friendship. youve been a great friend and you know it. come, come raya outing! cant wait. selamat hari raya. sorry for all the mistakes ive done and that one time you cried, i sooo didnt do it on purpose))): sorry. selamat hari raya (: ( you know i love you) I LOVE YOU!

HANNA!
hey bestfrieeeeeend! thanks for always making me comfortable whenever im around you. thanks for always making me laugh alot. thanks for walking with me to find my baju raya the other time(: and thanks for listening to my rants. sorry if i said the wrong things at the wrong time or offended you in any way. sorry for all my wrong doings. i'll always be here for you. enjoy your raya! love you lots, bestfriend (:

HIDAYAT!
abaaaaaaang! catch up more, kay? anyway, selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin. im sorry if ive wronged you anytime before. and thanks for being such a great guidance to me. thanks for always supporting me(: and dont worry, ill never forget you, promise. we might not talk as often but that doesnt mean ill forget you (: brother sister love!

JANNAH daughter of ZAINAL ALAM!
ewa ewa, jannah sungguh lawa. *kay, shut up nadzirah* anyway, hello greatest friend in the world number 3! sorry for all the mistakes ive done. sorry if i hadnt been there for you enough. i know at times, i can merajuk alot. especially when im not in the mood. and thanks for always standing by me. giving me constant motivation. you know you rock! p.s, anonymous rocks too(: i love you, alot. and im not dying at any moment just because im writing apologies-.-

MARDHIAH!
hey primary school friend. long time no talk. lets catch up soon. i miss you and zakiah terribly. and selamat hari raya. i know ive done alot of mistakes throughout our years of friendship. forgive me kay? and i hope you enjoy your raya! lets meet up soon kay. mrs abdullah's house maybe? (; haha, kay. i love you much(:

MARDHIAH FATIN!
come on, 17 more days! you can do it! anyway, thanks for today. really great(: next time, more people kay? and lets go out after o's! okaaay, back. selamat hari raya! maaf zahir dan batin eh(: i know im not a good junior. sorry for all the mistakes ive done. thanks for always listening to all my rants and always saying the right things to make me feel better. thanks for always being by my side. you rock! I LOVE YOU (:

NADIA!
heys(: i miss you. have been some time since we last talk. catch up soon? anyway, just wanna wish you selamat hari raya. sorry if i hadnt been the best junior. sorry for all my wrong doings and sorry if i have offended you in anyway. thanks for being such a great senior. stay gorgeous(: love you.

NAZIF!
eyyyy budak! come on la. go mrs abdullah's house. at least we get to meet(: come on, be a good boy and go! anyway, selamat hari raya. sorry if i have been too annoying at times. haha, i miss you. i know you miss me too (: and sorry if i have ever wronged you or offended you in any way. once again, selmat hari raya(: take care junior. good luck for your exams.

NORAZAH!
sorry i was offline just now. anyway, thanks for accompanying me to mrs abdullah's school the other day. much appreciated(: anywayanyway, selamat hari raya! sorry if i have wronged you before. sorry if i have offended you in any way. haii, i miss you): lets meet up soon, kay? mrs abdullah's house? love you (:

PAKCIK AFIQ!
hello dearest pakcik! haii, you better dont break our promise cos you broke it once before.anyway, this year no card ah. im a busy girl you know(: yeah, selamat hari raya to you. im sorry if ive offended you before. im sorry if i havent been the best makcik. oh, and you owe me duit raya! :D haha, you oldie. so, yeah once again selamat hari raya old man. enjoy your hari raya(: makcik pakcik love.

RAFIE!
heyheyhey bestfriend. chey, da nak 3 months seyyy. last long kay? take good care of her(: oh, and selamat hari raya. im sorry if i have ever offended you in any way before. im sorry if i have ever wronged you before. thanks for always making me laugh every time i meet you. and enjoy your raya, bestfriend!

SHAHRIR!
best-est senior!long time no talk. 2 more days aye(; hahah. anw, selamat hari raya. i know i havent been the best junior. im sorry if i have ever offended you or wronged you in any way before. thanks for all those breakfasts and always supporting me. much appreciated. thanks for always being the best senior in the whole wide world(: take care. once again, selamat hari raya(:

SHAHIRAH daughter of YANI!
hello greatest friend in the world number 4! haha, you rock. im your estacy and you know you cant live without me. so, yeah. selamat hari raya! classes without you are super duper boring. haii, almost 2 months ehhhh(: hahah, si no hope tu. anyway, im sorry if ive offended you or got angry easily. and thanks for being such a good friend and listening to my crap(: i love you

SHAZA daughter of SAIFUDIN!
hello greatest friend in the world number 5! you know you rock. and classes are also a bore without you!and, selamat hari raya. sorry if i am too annoying in class cos im like forever bugging you especially when i feel high! and sorry for the random msgs. thanks for always entertaining me! you rock socks (: I LOVE YOU

SHIRIN!
haha, i shall do this again for you. anyway, thanks for always making me feel so comfortable around you. and thanks a million billion for helping me along the way. you rock big time (: thanks for supporting me. sorry if im too pessimistic at times. and sorry for all my wrong doings. selamat hari raya babe(: love you

ZAKIAH!
hey babe. i miss you and Mardhiah ): meet up soon. anyway, selamat hari raya! maaf zahir dan batin. sorry if ive ever wronged you in our years of friendship. sorry if i have offended you in any way. thanks for the great years of friendship. you rock big time (: i love you (:

ZULHAQQIM!
hey, saved the best for the last (: anyway, im very glad that you came back for band. you rock man. band is sooooo much fun with you around. im no longer alone! anywayanyway, selamat hari raya to you. im sorry if i had been such a bitch. and thanks for always giving me the encouragements to do well, you rock! i love you (:

to special people:
STELLA and GERMAINE.
come to my house for raya if you want (: thanks for being the greatest friend in the world number 6 and 7! i love you people (:

done!
woah, it took me 4 hours to do this. i couldve done it faster but i got distracted along the way(:

SELAMAT HARI RAYA PEOPLE!
:D

2008-09-30T21:34:00.003+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya peopleeeeeee!
maaf zahir and batin.

my fingers hurt cos i sent personalised hari raya msg to evryone.
PERSONALISED mind you.
thats why it hurts.
my brain hurts too cos i wanted to type someth diff for everyone.

rinnnnnn! hey babe. read your blog(: thannk you oh so much. youve helped aloooot la. anyway, thanks for all your constant support. and all the time youve spent to convince me not to make such a drastic decision. thanks a million. really appreciate it. and selamat hari raya to you! forgive me for all my wrong doings aye (:

haha, random man tday.
NAZIF just called me.
i miss that guy man.
and he sound like some abang-abang now.
honestly, he does.

and the colour of this year is...
PINKY PINK!

i convinced my whole family to wear the same colour as me tmrw.
haii, and they all listened (:

ohhhhh, and mummy bought me contact lenses!
its the same colour as Aslam's one.
heh, PERKY BROWN.
nice mannnn(:
but i tell you, wearing it is such a horror.
my eyes sakit bodoh!
but nvm..
endureee.

oh, and after exam just now, we were singing hari raya songs(:
fun mannnn (:
i just love raya.
jannah was singing the ewa ewa song and got all the lyrics wrong -.-
haiii, tmrw raya mannnn.
cool or what?
tmrw raya!
tmrw raya!
tmrw raya!

haha, sorry.

anyway, to all muslims, have fun tmrw and the next day, and the next day until raya is over.
selamat hari raya.
maaf zahir dan batin (:

much love, Nadz (: